Heather said...
I leave in around 48 hours for Jacks build. My body feels like it is bursting at the seams with mostly excitement and anticipation and, ok... I'll admit it, some fear. My bags have been packed for days... I can hardly sleep at night. (this is far worse than the excitement of summer camp) I am at a tender age, where I could go many directions in life and currently, I have chosen is SOUTH!
Let's start, at the beginning when I met Jack and Elaine. My mother and I first went to Westwood Unitarian, in Edmonton the winter of 2000. I was thirteen and was starving for someone to take the "male role-model" lead in my life. Among other things, I was struggling with coming out, mental health issues and my parents crappy divorce. It took Jack and I no longer than my first Sunday for him to ask me, (and Just ME!!) out for lunch. I have no idea if Jack knew the impact he was having by just asking me out for lunch. Like I was mature and no longer some kid... he wanted to know who I was without family. Well, needless to say, my mother wasn't exactly thrilled. "Who's JACK!?" she asked in a shocked tone, in the basement of Westwood. But after she met him and Elaine it wasn't long before both our families were good friends, staying up late chatting. I am sad that Jack's and my life only crossed paths for 7 years but given the age difference, I am so thankful it even did.
The day I heard that Jack had died, I cried while I pinned my most favorite and beautiful pare of treasured fairy wings with a dried red rose on my cealing. Every time I lie in bed, I look up at those wings and hope-hope-hope on each shooting star and seeding dandelion wish*wish*wish that someday... Someday, I too can work for justice and empower the people and create positive change while carefully Questioning Everything and speaking ones mind. For better or for worse.
I thank Jack for passing the torch onto me and my generation. I won't let him down.
originally posted:
January 14, 2009 2:27 AM as a comment
dawn n. note - i moved it up!